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Hi! Thanks for coming. To reward you for your efforts I present a picture of my children as impromptu superheroes. Using what I hope were clean towels and blankets. (Who am I kidding. Of course they were clean!) (That was sarcasm, by the way. )
You know, I’m getting quite good at that lately. Sarcasm. Also, [...]

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A fascinating interview with a woman who voluntarily had a trepanation done can be found here.
Reading about this procedure in the past has always filled me with a sense of horror. What a sickening thing to do to people. It never occured to me that people might actually do it voluntarily. Reading about her experience is very [...]

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Keeping positive.

it’s a beautiful day. Sunny, warm,breezy.
I’ve lost over 10 lbs.
We’ve still got a roof over our heads, and money coming in.

I’m trying to keep the other things at bay. £700 water bill, £170 court fine, £500 back council tax, £1300 house deposit, packing, arguing with David, Devon’s ever present attitude, and then the “how [...]

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Emotionally exhausted. Who knew this life could ever be so hard? I was a wreck yesterday, though I managed to pull it together before I got to work. I retreated into my own little world of insurance claims and client invoicing with interruptions only every 10 minutes. I stuck my MP3 player on, and tried [...]

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There is a certain feeling of dread that fills me when I have to meet with a teacher. They will produce unfinished projects, half empty notebooks. They will tell me my child lacks social skills, they will insist on meetings and assessments, they will assure me how very far behind he is. I will feel, [...]

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I was thinking, in the shower, while I washed my hair and then shaved my armpits. Replaying recent events and conversations, trying to think of solutions to problems. And then it hit me. It’s not the first time it’s ever happened, but from this angle was new.
“What if I can’t do this? What if I [...]

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